portabello is a safe place to start for a good mushroom experience. not too dry and not too moist. goes well in burgers and even stuffed with cheese and mustard. beware though, eating more than 3 can lead to bad gas and will make you unpopular in a social environment.

be safe out there and enjoy =)

Thanks for the advice, but it's going to get super embarrassing if I pull a box of portabellos out at a private party. I wont even try to think of the amount you need to eat just to get a mild trip going ;) Although you shouldn't ignore the placebo effect. When we were in high school, my friend's little sister wanted to try weed but he wouldn't let her. So we took some ordinary tobacco and made a joint for her. Now she smoked cigarettes regularly so we figured she would find out. But nope..she started to feel dizzy and kept talking about how you reeeeally could feel the buzz and what a great experience it was :P

the tobacco alone probably was enough to produce that effect.

yes,..take as many as you want. :D but don't over do it for the first time ;) (also don't trip more then once every few months-some say you can loose touch of reality)

don't go in public/city ,..stay at home or better yet in nature-just be in a comfortable environment-

if the shrooms are extra psychedelic ,i advice that one of your friends only smokes weed(or whatever mild) and looks after yall

--

there are so many different shrooms - some make you laugh hysterically (i mean you can't stop,its like weed but better) and some are really hallucinogenic.-..i advice to take something in between (maybe less hallucinogenic,if your a first timer)

(mmm i had some fucking awesome times on shrooms man)

I see, but those people saying that they loose touch with reality, are they taking it every weekend in huge quantities? Because I don't plan on doing this a lot :) I would never take a drug with harsh side-effects or something that makes you addicted, so shrooms just seems like a nice way to go.

i hate to say this and i'm like the last person wanting to talk anyone out of doing whatever drug he/she wants to do but i know too many people who fucked themselves up for good with shrooms and lsd.

there are definitely "harsh side-effects" if you count the possibility of psychosis and what not. for someone your age you don't sound like a person who knows half as much as you should about what you're wanting to take.

Oh I'm definately a drug rookie. I've smoked weed in social occasions but that's it. If you were to find a common denominator for those bad experiences, are you sure it isn't caused by too much of the drug or mixing it with other stuff like alcohol. You know what chemists say, "There are no toxic chemicals, only toxic levels." Drinking too much coffee or water will kill you, even inhaling 100% oxygen will eventually. It's the same about alcohol or mushrooms in my head. Today there is a maximum limit on the legal amount of thujone in absinthe, in order to not harm people. So if you use your head and don't act macho when you drink/do drugs (like ripper ;), then you'll be fine. If you read wikipedia on cocaine, you'll see that the tripe people eating the leaves aren't addicted or have the side effects that you get when you take it pure. The leaves are 0,25% cocaine while street coke can be in the 50-90% range.

no, that's simply not true.

in my opinion the most common denominator for people with bad experiences on drugs are psychological problems, if you want to be that broad. that's something for you to decide, after all with 26 you should have a sense of what is going on in your head right now/ with your life in general.

it's been almost 10 years now but i still remember the three people i knew from school and did sports with who never recovered from their shrooms-filled amsterdam trip.

funny thing is, i even met one of them a few weeks back in a park and played some ball with him, he's ok-ish but i wouldn't wanna trade with him.
bottom line: one out of three finished school, none finished university, two out of three developed heavy speech problems and every single one had to get clinical treatment.

of course that is not the norm (and i know lots of other people who had a great time). they were together in a larger group and took the same as everyone else. today it's easy to say why those had such an experience (and should have never ever taken drugs) because their problems are visible to anyone who knows them just a bit.

oh, and the part about cocaine is pure idiocy*. please inform yourself :) erowid.org rulez.


* the leaves are addictive, it has nothing to do with the amount you take at one time. 50%-90% pure cocaine on the street is everyone's wildest dream, but so not true.

anyway, what put me off doing shrooms (mind you, me not you) was talking to those who enjoyed the experience.
more often than not i got told that while it was great fun it also was something they would never do again because the experience is far too "heavy".

something to think about for a drug rookie like you .)

yeah hallucinogens and pre-existing psychological problems don't mix. Even simple old weed can cause psychosis/schizophrenia to occur at a faster rate in those pre-disposed. Seeing as your a rookie and how you ask the questions you'll probably be alright...probably

like i said,shrooms are freaking awesome,but don't take more then
3-4 mushrooms (especially if your dealer says they are strong) ,people who got a little fucked in the head because of it, did it twice a month or so.which is way to often-not more then once every 3months is my rule

Great advice, man. Great advice.

LOL now it all makes sense c:

ahahah :p

shrooms do not make you play quake better

for the first time i would recommend a calm and comfortable environment + a tripsitter
but thats both kinda obvious i guess, dont have first hand experience but from what i have seen, people reactions differ quite a bit so better be save than sorry

Oh for sure. I don't plan on doing a Ripper and stuff myself with drugs. And "Told you I was hardcore" isn't so cool to say if you die afterwards ;P

+day time + outside

Drugs are bad, m'kay?

mmmkay

20-30 for the first time, just to know how it feels (I had huge and GREAT euphoria + amazing visual effects). You have full control of yourself (you won't get the idea to jump off the window or run under a car) yet everything is quite different (in a positive way). However you don't feel time at all and during your trip you forget about all things going right now in your life. If you really wanna try them, take them with a friend, it's so much more interesting and fun. I don't recommend eating 60-70+ or more, because some people can't handle the feeling and they're being overwhelmed by it. But then again, one can eat 100 and have a blast time, though for some it's just too much to handle.

I've heard it's quite similar to LSD (never tried it).

Are we talking mg or g here?

kg

inb4 the pole replies

Like with any drug you've never tried, start with a small amount and see how it affects you. Once you have a good idea, you can increase the amount (but not by too much at a time), until you find what's comfortable for you.

Video games are tons of fun on shrooms and lsd (or so i've heard).

Aside from that, what the other people said (other than the 'drugs are bad' person, who is clearly the victim of anti-drug dogma/propaganda).

"...victim of anti-drug dogma/propaganda."

Yeah, too much people totally screwed their life refusing to use any drugs...

chewed some and then saw my computer table float in the air. kind of..

DO NOT take more than 1/8 at a time. You'll wind up getting sick and pissing yourself. Not to mention you'll freak the fuck out hardcore.

I'm not sure what you mean here, 1/8 of an entire mushroom or do you mean a weight scale? (ounces or what it is you yanks are using ;)

he means 1/8th of an ounce, dried.

THIS ^

do heroin

You're never quite the same after you try them

good or bad way?

Both in my case. It definitely rewires your brain chemistry in some manner, you never quite feel like the same person you were. But it is a hell of a good time if you do them correctly :)

edit: I've enjoyed them, but if I could go back in time and tell myself to never do them, or any hard drug for that matter, I most certainly would.

care to explain why and what constitutes as a hard drug for you? if this is taking it too far, ignore me.

acid, ecstasy/molly, cocaine, DXM, DMT, salvia divinorium extract, various strong painkillers/narcotics and benzos

pretty much if I could choose weed would be the only drug I would have ever done. In terms of being a 'hard' drug, I'd say acid, e/molly, DXM, DMT, and salvia are all pretty strong mind altering substances. Typical narcotics or amphetamines like heroin, painkillers, cocaine, meth, and benzos such as xanax don't really seem to rewire your brain as the hallucinogens do.

a friend of mine said:

i can't help but agree with most of what you wrote, yet from time to time i wish some of those ego-tripping morons around me would get some perspective on a night on e.

fuck recreational use of painkillers, bad things happen when you go to through the meds stack in your house to get a buzz. so not worth it.

(heavy) hallucinogens and dissociatives(?) are far too much for me, i just don't understand the fascination those have on people who usually shy away from drug use. they don't know what they're getting themselves into.

cocaine brings out the worst in everyone, really everyone. over time it'll leave traces of assholeness on even the nicest person.

weed is fine if you're able to let it go from time to time. no drug is worth taking every day.

no drug stays fun taken every day.

fhp

yeah i agree with all of that. Taking drugs every day is fuckin pointless, it just becomes more of a need than recreation

i found that mushrooms didn't really fuck with my brain too much, it was definitely the LSD that did tho... anyways i agree if i could go back and choose to never do the 'hard' drugs that i did, i would.

couldnt agree with this entire post more - exactly what i think ; )

vedic said in some thread that he heavily supports drug use, and has quite some experience with differenct narcotics.

Get some texans (2g) or mexicans (4g) for a decent experiance :)

Have your 'trip party' at home , you prolly wont feel like going out much anywaiz.

Get some mad fantasy type wallpapers and stare at them , you will get lost :)

this thread delivers mental problems

Do some of you play games because the medium bodes well with the rutt you're in, or are you genuinely here and a functional human being who just happens to be here out of choice?

No offence, but some of you seem kinda broken:/

I would say you are the one in a bigger rutt seeing as your so busy you seem compelled to reply to just about anything on esr.

Struck a nerve have I?

I probably spend about 15 minutes per day on average on this site reading and replying inbetween doing plenty of other things.

Most people spend more time than that one facebook before midday.

Your correlations are desperate.

i don't think it's about the amount of time you spent on esreality. honestly, i guess i can speak for most users when i say we'd be shocked if the pile of garbage you produce day in, day out would take you more than 15 minutes to type.

it's about the fact that you seem to feel the need to respond to a large amount of topics eventhough you clearly have no clue what the discussion is about in most cases and don't add anything worthwhile to a thread.

Nice attempt , but it doesn't change the fact that if we both sent our CV out tomorrow to 10 different game devs I would get an interview for every one and you wouldn't get a single one because when they ask for your expereince or showreel, you could point them to second rate demos of you playing quake and talking shit on a forum. Because thats's all you have.

You think you know what you're talking about, but in the grand scheme of things you know next to nothing and less than nothing compared to me in an area you think you do.

You know about playing a single computer game that you swapped a life for for the lat 10 years which is why you never venture out of that bubble.

LOL

LOL @ 3 edits

Actually it was 2, the same amount of world wars that you lost.
LMAO!

LOL@your life.

http://www.gamedesignersalarydata.com/
http://www.itjobswatch.co.uk/jobs/uk/games%20designer.do
http://www.develop-online.net/news/29637/UK-g...ries-FIGHT


hahahaha.

My royalties for design were about 2-3 times your annual salary on top of my wage so posting the earnings of other people in the hope it encapsualtes me is flawed, but highlights the desperate and inaccurate measures you'll go to.

or so you say, hoping that someone believes you.

fact is that you are trying to brag about being able to get a job that pays badly. And that says a whole lot.

What like the petty cash thread and the joke you made that made you look like the clueless idiot I know you are?
http://www.esreality.com/?a=post&id=1948545

haha. All you did was google game design salaries, try and find the lowest one possible, show no concept of royalties and painted everyone with it.

Salaries vary massively from person to persom to person, even in the same roles, just like they do in every other job.

its why some bankers drive ferrari's and others drive a ford.

Your reasoning has so many holes in it, I can't even take it personally.

Don't give up!

try and find the lowest one possible,

yeah, the lowest one possible. That's why I posted three links.
Numbers really aren't your cup of tea, are they?

/edit

oh and yes you are corect, salaries vary. That's why smart peolpe invented this funny thing called "average".

You post 3 seperate links out of the 1000's that exists and scoff at my math for implying your links were hardly an average?
That's the nazi gene I keep talking about. That ability to overlook the facts.

Secondly, you show no concept of royalties, only your own battered ego trying to justify how someone can earn that much more money than you.

Thirdly the modern average game designer works in a team of 75+ people on a game that struggles to sell a million, where as mine was made up of 20 people on a game that sold over 2 million.

Anyway, that's like 2-3 times in a row I shot you down.
So I'm going to leave you with the last word, perhaps get some of your virtual trash you hang out with to boost what you say.

you know, but that perception of being right that falls flat one its face the second its read by anyone who isn't part of your socially deprived network of E-friends who have nothing but contempt in common.

An infintie amount of stupid and inaccurate people are worth less than one accurate one. Sadly something which you never got.

Now go and buy that perception!!!!

You post 3 seperate links out of the 1000's that exists and scoff at my math for implying your links were hardly an average?

no, it's got nothing to do with math.

I'm laughing at you for not being able to count to three.


and I'm sure in your world, where you are the superstar you really did "shoot me down". Bad thing is that you apparantly fail at convincing even a single person here to believe your crap :)

If I cared about convincing anyone here I would have.

Until the outcome of your opinion of me effects my real life then I don't see it changing.

You're more entertaining like this.

this thread is obviously not about you, dude. but you surely managed to lift it up to higher grounds once again.
you constantly bullshitting around always gives me this weird dizzyness... almost a near-drug experience. maybe its not even bullshitting, but NO ONE REALLY CARES ABOUT YOUR LIFE AND ALL YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS! and why are you arguing over and over again on the interwebz about yourself ..... if you are as smart as you claim?
hint: maybe you should stop your long term project 'self-embarassment' at this point. it is a success - without doubt.

I simply REPLY<<<< to what's being said and then you bitch about the reaction, instead of the origin of it.

Like if said, if some turd on a gaming website is going to bitch about my life, don't blame me if I say things which pull rank.

I understand that's the real problem you have, because it makes you feel inferior within the demographics, but you are when it comes down to it.

Obviously I don't say that intentionally, but in the deepest sense, its true. That's the real issue.

You sure like the word 'demographic'. Is it because it's the only foreign word you know the meaning of?

Do keep trying.

Almost as desperate as you highlighintg my edits.
Silly nazi gene carrying victim of gaming.

have another wank and download another file in that bedroom you've spent your entire life in next to your despairing parents.

Off for a photoshoot. Bye happy dysfunctional victim of the computer gaming.

EDIT
With no money.

lol, y lie?

edit: deleted two raged replies, did we?
edit2: and another one.

stop
owning
him
becks
:(

Assuming what he earns is perfectly fine of course.

you never cease to entertain, kudos

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. Ur so sad :(

How long did it take you to get fat? I was busy doing other things than eating ice creams so I stayed a lean mean fucking machine. You are in need of drugs or else you've taken too many and vehemently oppose them.

I once ate a mushroom, becoming a giant and realizing i could smash bricks with my head.

I really need some names if you have some. Currently I've only got two by anonymous and uhm..portabello from tom :) Second of all, where do you buy them online?

I actually found a good danish forum with advices, good and bad experiences and such, so I'll continue there instead. Thanks for the advices so far though ;)

read www.erowid.org it's best place to start looking for advice.

if you don't know if they are "safe" and if "long term side-effects" are a possibility you probably shouldn't be taking them though :}
atleast get an experienced tripsitter who you trust with whatever you're going to feel like doing and interview him/her for a few days prior.

I recommend not watching Hogfather on them.

Why do you want to do them may I ask?

I'm super curious and in our study group have been talking quite a bit about it :)

STEROIDS > NARCOTICS ))))))))))

it pretty safe. no problem happen unless bad trip but then nothing permanent anyway.

Wrong. People who are sensitive for psychoses should stay away from mushrooms or any other drug. The best thing is to ask your parents if there are any cases in your family of psychoses. If so, stay away from chemicals.

Any drug can trigger psychoses and it can really fuck up someones life.

nope, you wrong. psychosis come from trip when predisposed, yes. but mean is dangerous? no. you dangerous, not the drug. you just ticking time bomb wait happen.

damn kid now a day think all drug problem when real is person.

is pretty ignorant statement say any drug can trigger psychosis. can trigger if predisposed. if that case with you then you should not use drug anyway. you have bad trip ? big deal, later on if not predisposed nothing bad happen. unless you ptomely and fail at life.

learn to setting and solid mind frame.

damn noobs.

lol?

It seems your life has been fucked over by a drug too :D

try militia

go outside. be with friends.

go for it. especially if you like to collect items and time stuff in videogames and are otherwise a controlling person who appreciates punctuality and timeliness, you will enjoy it a lot.

brands I recommend if you're in Amsterdam: Hawaiian, Columbian. stay away from Philosopher stones and other truffle-like shit.

lol, why don't you see a psychiatrist instead ?

He saw what modern psychiatry has done to you.

i don't need any psychiatrist to be like i am ;D

haha

Don't even consider doing it in any 'party' setting.

Key things:
-psilocybin
-mild dose
-calm environment
-friends you trust
-no strangers or hyperactive/neurotic people
-do it with somebody who's done it before, or at least a very calm and stable person you know well who can act as a 'rock'.

You're gonna be in a heavy fever-like daze, screwed up for probably 6-7 hours, which will feel like about a day at least, if not more, and you'll be unable to snap out of it or be normal during that time. It will be especially tough without a trip leader/shaman, so don't overdose that shit, be patient.

Calm and/or happy music if at all, stay off the Shpongle shit. Bring fruits, juice or other things with a strong flavour.

Good luck.

+ make sure you're fully rested beforehand
+ allow a couple of hours to go by since your last meal

Tru, definitely. Also do it in the daytime. I have no idea what happens if you fall asleep while under heavy influence of that stuff.

I don't think it's even possible to fall asleep during a mushroom trip, or any other hallucinogenic trip for that matter, as opposed to falling asleep moments after the intake. Seeing as you have a window of aprox 30-60 minutes before it kicks in (depending on if you had anything to eat beforehand)

Btw, I don't think this is the right kind of place to have discussions like this, for various reasons...

why ever not?

Well, they guy seemed intent on doing it even after 10+ replies of "don't". I figured I'd at least give him some useful advice so he doesn't screw up too bad. But yeah, you're right.

Yeah let's pretend it doesn't happen and just wipe it under a rag. I mean ESR already removes every offtopic subject here so it'd just be consistent (not).

I, too, thought it was impossible to fall asleep under the effects of shrooms. I was proven wrong.

nobody knows! you'll never be the same!
science cannot detect the nuanced change!

don't be around sober people, or a public place of any sort

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salvia_divinorum

Try this, is or was legal in Germany :=). But wouldn't recommend to take it alone or if you have any sort of depression. I never took it nor will I but a friend of mine tried it a few times.

Salvia is good. I've done lots of trips, but Salvia really suprised me. The come up is really fast because you smoke it. There is no 30 minutes to get 'used' to the chemical. But its too short:P

it's bs honestly, you just feel weird for a couple of seconds;P

Use a butane torch lighter and stfu noob.

convincing arguments, thanks ;p

See how uncle Dolan behaves ? Well, he's been like that since he started shrooms.

shrooms are for nubs! i recommond doi
http://www.erowid.org/library/books_online/pihkal/pihkal067.shtml

:)

http://www.amsterdamheadshop.com/psychedelic-...enque.html

used to have great mushroom trips. then one time bad trip, never touched that stuff again :P

I've heard a lot of similar reports from various people. Would not suggest to play with the fire.

(vamp1re-) never smoke shrooms with weed
(vamp1re-) its fun but you could die!
(vamp1re-) i thought i turned to a piece of gold once
(vamp1re-) curled up in a ball and shut my eyes
(vamp1re-) and i was like
(vamp1re-) IM GOLDEN
:D

2nd best quote from egd. :D

And probably complete bullshit.

I took shrooms and it was the worst thing i"ve ever experienced, probably because I was in a hotel room with a friend I didn't have complete trust and respect for. It changed my life - to my benefit - but I would NEVER be able to bring myself to go through it again.

shroom honestly, best experience of life. many insight, no bad trip, felt amazing and had wonderful time. recommend to anybody who sane.

yatwjmacaoh

Who's bitching, Mr "Game dev"?

88

Bitching about me isn't going to change your life.
Don't be unhappy, its thursday, mother is probably going to cook you bratwursts from lidls, made wih 5% meat.

Have another game of quake, tug that little penis of yours for the 5th time today, perhaps chat on the IRC protocol, or maybe browse those usenet groups.

You have plenty of options to get you through the day my little victim of gaming.

Must dash, got a rural photshoot at the UK's first area of outstanding beauty then lunch at some nice country pub :)

Enjoy those hot dog you happy functional human being!

You mean that shithole you live in?

leave the poor guy alone already

Ah the false sense of sympathy post.

That's a solid play my man, on the one hand it implies you're sticking up for me but the objective of the post was to imply I'm poor and being picked on and that was the real purpose of your post.

Do keep trying. Personally I would stick to the usual retorts until you can be a little less transparent with your E-psychology.

You can now go back to to the usual blunt response as your cover has been blown and you cna deny it too, or maybe deny what I just said and maybe make out I'm al ittle crazy and imagining things.

That would also be a solid move. Definitely consider that one.

dude you need some help what the fuck is wrong with you?

"or maybe deny what I just said and maybe make out I'm al ittle crazy and imagining things."

I didn't mean you should literally steal what I wrote, I like the bewliderment thing you have going on though keep it up.

paranoia + delusions = bad for you

ummmm, you're being picked on all the time, mate.

A dozen or so nerds all bound by the old adage "an enemy of my enemy is my friend" leaving bitchy comments because they feel so bereft is not my idea of picking.

Not my fault you didn't make a dime from from your passion for gaming and some did.

At least you have an account on a website!

Who did?

Sorry VOG , I have work to do now.
Remember, tomorrow you still wake up a victim of gaming :)

I realise that "picking" on me affords you with a small escape as you blame me for making you aware, but its shitty way to exist.

at 8 in the evening? Your job must suck.

you are noone's enemy, you're a punching bag

You must be thinking of peter from Butlins. His family left the next day :).

difference is that you beat up a kid who couldn't leave and you had to be a group to gather the guts to take on a single kid. How that is something to be proud of is beyond me.


You on the other hand are a grown up who keeps coming back for more. so you're fair game :)

Why because losers like you assocaite work with sacrifice because you were too stupid to turn your passion in life into a career.

Sorry, I was never blessed with such flawed genes.

I did turn my passion into a career. Gaming is just one hobby among others.

also my career pays better than yours :)

as if that is even possible lol.

yeah well, not that it matters that much if you really like what you're doing.
But he keeps insisting on bringing up money ...

Yeah, because apparently it's the only thing he's got and the only thing he understands in life.

I don't think he has even that now.

Why else would he try bringing up his claim to have gotten a payment 10 years ago.

You were the one talking about money in the thread.
It's all there my little nazi.

yeah, you never ever mentioned that money you say you got, or those 500 baftas.
It was all just me.

lol.

Actually bright spark if you check the thread it was you that brought up money first with no provication from me.

"Comment #83 @ 19:29 BST, 15 September 2010 >>
(Link, iMsg, Reply)By becks ++++' - Reply to #78
http://www.gamedesignersalarydata.com/
http://www.itjobswatch.co.uk/jobs/uk/games%20designer.do
http://www.develop-online.net/news/29637/UK-g...ries-FIGHT


hahahaha. "

up until that point nobody had talked about money, yet that your attempt to try and undermine my carrer by looking at general salaries for it.

And then here you say...

yeah well, not that it matters that much if you really like what you're doing.

,Oh really? So why then did you go researching game design salaries with no provication and try and use it as a definable trait to attack someone career?

But he keeps insisting on bringing up money ...

Yet I have just proven that you were yet again the first person in this thread to bring up salaries

Oh Becks, you poor sod, you try so hard don't you, you really do and everytime you come out of it loooking stupid and allow me to not only highlight your contradictions (because you'll do anything to disagree with me) but you actually accuse people of bringing up something first while they highlight that it was in fact you.

Its all there.

Comment #83 @ 19:29 BST, 15 September 2010

Back to the drawing board, but do try again in the next thread.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRPi5fvSTFw

lol, you're like Cartman.

You know very well, that your "money-posts" outweigh everyone else's by a couple of hundred.

When I talk about earnings its becaue idiots like you talk shit about me and there's nothing like a bit of cash to make you shut the fuck up :)

you're the ones obsessed with my career and past because its related to this demographic and you can't bear the thought of me having external accolades that pull rank over you :)

Its as simple as that. Well done on sticking up for your boyfriend.

rofl


now read your wall of text again. What a moron you are :D

I don't care about money. :) You think it might "shut people" up, when in reality everyone thinks you're a complete moron.

aren't you forgetting that part where you keep assuming people would want to be game designers?

done that quite a lot haven't you?

I'm pretty most here would rather be one than not if given the choice.

see and that's why so many people think you are deluded.

Deluded for thinking that most people on a hardcore game forum would not accept a role of a game designer if they were offered it.

Yeah totally deluded!

yes deluded.

Game designers are producing what gamers a using as a hobby.

If I were as delduded as you, I could go to a motorsport forum and declare they all want to be an engineer, so they should be kidding my feet. Their reactions would probably be comparable to the ones you are getting here.

Games are meant to be played for fun, not designed. silly nerd.

U seem to be under the impression that ESR hates u because u claim to be successful. Really we just can't stand ur personality. Most people don't appreciate self deluded, arrogant assholes.

I'm not under the impression that ESR hates me.

This site is filled full of people who need no reason to hate on anyone. As one of the more famous users of the site I naturally et more of it. I just enjoy winding you up, I couldn't give two shits if you died tomorrow.

Go back to playing your computer games you socially deprived drop out.

lol, still imaging people get wound up about your nonsense.

you really wanted to underline his statement, didn't you?

self deluded, arrogant assholes.

He seemed pretty woundup to me and so do you.
googling salary statistics because it bothered you enough.

Yeah, I would say you're wound up. But you would never admit it.
But the fact that you spend 1000's of words trying to coutner what I say, tells me you are.

your posts are usually twice as long as mine. go figure.

So now the volume of words in a post is related to one's anger levels?

You're getting stupider by the minute.

you have the higest post ratio of ANY SINGLE USER on the ENTIRE site.

Once again, hung by your own stupidty and broken logic.
That's how desperate you are to disagree, becuase you're wound up.

first:

Comment #148 @ 22:02 CEST, 16 September 2010 >>
(Link, iMsg, Edit, Delete, Reply)
By jameriofox Jamerio ++| - Reply to #144

yeah, I would say you're wound up. But you would never admit it.
But the fact that you spend 1000's of words trying to coutner what I say, tells me you are.

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Comment #153 @ 22:09 CEST, 16 September 2010 >>
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By jameriofox Jamerio ++| - Reply to #150

So now the volume of words in a post is related to one's anger levels?

hahaha, thanks for making my morning :D

I hereby promote you to a jamerio curator, you are to read his posts in full and post summaries like the one above.

Let me get this straight.. ur hating on gamers at a gaming community site? Does not compute.

2ndly, do u think over half of the ESR population is positive or negative towards ur persona?

cave bitch.

this thread is going to be a paradigm of all stereotypes of communication on the internet - in fast motion. From drugs to personal insults, nazi-analogy and racism, raging .. everything's here. legendary plus mind opening ;)

if you haven't experienced any other drugs then maybe you should before taking magic mushrooms.
i mean it might be better to feel the effect of what a bit of cocaine or a ecstacy pill might do to you,just so you get the sensation of coming up/feeling high.
if you and your friends are curious about doing mushrooms you need to make sure you follow a few rules like others have said :

-be with people you trust,no ego maniac type people that just wanna fuck with your head.make sure everyone your with is cool and calm.

-magic mushrooms or any other mind altering drugs are better outside,out in the countryside in the evening away from any strangers.

-its always good to have someone with you that is not tripping,maybe someone that has tripped before.this person will be there in-case one of you do have a bad trip and he will have the experience to snap you out of it.

in the uk we get liberty caps growing from about now onwards http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psilocybe_semilanceata for a 1st time trip maybe make a brew of 30 mushrooms per person,this will give you really nice effects which would be controllable.
my only bad trip on anything has come from when i have done things like this inside!

I actually found out that we have the same mushroom here from a person on ESR :) So now it's all about getting on a mushroom trip one day and find some :)

It's quite a nice day walking in the woods with friends even if you don't find any. You can look for chanterelles as well.

If u really wanna try it, just be sure to follow the important guidelines ppl with experience have laid down. gl.

Offering people GL for taking drugs.
You utterly useless cunt.

no u

I take it we're done then?

Just a recap, I brought money up first, when in fact it was becks.

I'm a retard for thinking most people here would accept a job as a game designer if was offered to them. I guess beck just posts 4000+ posts a year on a gaming site for fun.

Its official, if your post has a lot of words in its because you're "wound up"

There are many idiots on this site, but none bigger than Becks.

P.S.
If you take drugs you're a weak minded loser who would probably be better off seeing a shrink instead of trying to escape your problems that seemingly require such extreme measures of relaxtion.

Please, please - stop posting in this thread. You're not being relevant to the topic or even remotely interesting to anyone who doesn't have a hardon for british n64 action shooters anno 1999/2000. All I get out of your posts is that I'll have to buy a new mouse soon because I'm doing too much scrolling(past them).

It's getting difficult to reach the information, and yes, I do take an interest in the topic.

He is retarded

I'm sorry your game design job went tits up and bankrupt, buddy of mine says you were also stealing models from other games?

This must be a touching topic for you :)

Lol? Now this piques my interest! What game did we steal models from, in which game? GRIN had a lot of problems but the environment art team was quite strong in my opinion, and I don't think we'd ever steal any models. Please, elaborate!

in before money video.

so, how was your lunch at that country club? lolz, i'm sorry, but it should be country PUB and not club...

If you read my post I said... (CTRL+F)

"Must dash, got a rural photshoot at the UK's first area of outstanding beauty then lunch at some nice country pub :)"

Oh you poor child, you really thought I said club (to perhaps sounds all elitist) when in fact I said pub all along and you just made a giant ass of yourself.

you know why, you're so raged when you read my replies your pea size brain reads words it wants to, to give you an opportunitiy to let off some steam.

You know there is a psychological term for that, for me I'm just going to have to parapphrase it to raged!

It was very nice too. A Cajun Chicken on a sizzling skillet and a dietcoke.

That's great and all, though going to sleep raged and waking up raged can't be good for you... Why do you assume everyone on ESR lives at home btw? Do you you have a GF (or a BF)? What you should do is use some of that money to get yourself laid...

I'm sorry, did you just overlook the sheer idiocy of what you just said and how I highlighted it.

And now you're kicking it up a gear and telling me I'm raged.
You've proven on a spectacular level that you can't even read my posts when they are in front of you in black and white.

And now you're going to take at stab at reading my emotional lstate over the internet.

get yourself laid, oh right on man, throw in some conventional definitons of being cool (which I'm sure you don't live by!), hell shall I use some of that money to buy me some beer too, maybe bang hangs with a rugby team.

In the meantime if telling me I'm raged helps you then knock yourself out. you've already failed and demonstrated a massive fail. Save it for another post.

Right, I take it you don't have a BF/GF then... edit, edit, edit. Too bad you can't edit your life, amirite??

You're like Mark Withacre in The Informant!

You're great, and the funny part is that you actually know nothing about me. And do you know what that makes you?

Also, there's more to life than getting raged @ESR, perhaps you should try talking to someone from the opposite sex the next time you're at that "nice country PUB" (lollercoaster) , OR the same sex! You know, talking to someone IRL where you can't really EDIT what you say, yes I know it can be hard at first but just keep on trying!!

Says the man who just made an edit!

You're clutchign straws and trying to take the topic deeper and deeper of course which just reflects your desperation.

you messed up a few posts back. Save it till another post.

Hmm my post disappeared... Anyways, don't you see the genius in my post? You think it was a mistake, but it wasn't, and it turned out to be an even greater post as soon as you started to comment it. showcasing your lack of understanding!


edit <<<--- YEAH EDIT OMGZ

Why do you keep on repeating yourself like a broken record? Can't you come up with anything original to say?? Also, Have you ever actually been in a relationship with SOMEONE (boy or girl) I take it you have not, or perhaps you did, but HE/SHE left you because of your very serious mental issuses...

Alright, now you're attacking and questinoning my sexuality and talking about the status of my past and present relationships.

Fucking lol, someone has a bee in their bonnet!

What's next?

Incest, child porn, or sleeping with horses?

It's funny how you avoid the relationship question!

Its funny because you're so desperate for ammuntion you're trying to go as deep as possible.

Its mostly funny because you think its strange I don't want to share personal relationship information with a bored sociopath like you at the end of the internet.

I'm sorry your ego took a battering on your maiden post (http://www.esreality.com/?a=post&id=1960832#pid1960832) you're having to work so hard to try and cleanse it again in whatever way you can.

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It's a simple question, and the more you struggle to avoid it, the more desperate you look...

Also, i'm not trying to go as deep as I can. At least not with you, are you coming on to me or something?? Is this actually you projecting again?

Oh, and good luck at the photoshoot, you'll do fine as long as you don't open your mouth and talk to anyone! (btw I will ask you how it went when you get back, so do your best)

Kind regards, the sociopath

Your ABC of psychology is amusing.

If I don't tell you personal information about an aspect of my life that you demand to know about it makes me look even more desperate. Didn't you guys do the same thing about my job too?

Do you realise how univerally stupid that makes you look, not to mention it encapsulatess everyone of the planet in so many flawed ways? (too much time talking to gaming tads online where you put personal put downs over logic)

Would love to troll, but got another test shoot, two days in a row now eating lunch in a PUB<<< and taking some test photos of some of the best coastline in the UK and getting paid for it.

I'm not bragging, I just wanted you to enjoy your time in your bedroom behind your keyboard as much as possible.

Toodle Pip you happy funtional individual.

But the questionS remain: are you coming on to me? and: how does your gf/bf feel about you typing away at ESR all day long?

hehe, I love how you keep on editing your posts all the time ;-)

That's becaue you're jacking furiously at the end of the internet hitting f5.

Am I really? Or are you projecting as usual?

Using my own retorts doesn't work, they just tell me that they worked against you enough for you to cite them back.

Later you happy funtional gamer!

Good luck at the photoshoot!

he's like a little nervous dog that you can piss off with anything. it's not right but can provide mild entertainment when bored.

You really sound pissed off... maybe you should take a step back from your computer.

Hi,

I don't take advice from 26 yr old men who still live at home.

Thanks.

I'm ok with my life, I'm happy living at home for the time being.

You obviously have serious issues, and it shows in your posts.

Alright the mental health card!

How else can you encapsualte someone when your jibes are not working!!

I know I've given you "jibes" in the past but honestly, I feel sorry for you now and was just giving you advice/trying to help before you make yourself look more upset/angry.

That's it. I'm" upset" and "angry". Keep pusihng those keywords.

I'm actually waiting for a lift and drinking a cup of tea before a photoshoot (as I fucked up one angle yesterday) and laughing at how hard some of you try even when I put things in my profile like "winding up dorks on the internet"

You live at home at 26 and work in a shitty job where you write journals to the outside world that your boss shouts at you.

For the love of fucks sake, keep your your false words of sympathy designed to sound condescending because nothing else is working for you.

You're a retard and everyone here hates and pities you. Go away.

You're a druggy whose spend his 20's touring europe, picking up a steady stream of std's, failed relationships and went back to s africa with his tail inbetween his legs where you have no one to play quake against and are probably living in near poverty.

I understand your frustration.

How come you can talk about other ppls sexlives when you can't admit that you are single, and have been for a long time?

Why even talk about other people in that way at all? It's just mean and isn't good for anything.

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I'm either here to talk about games, or wind up droks on the net.

First of all you close to never talk about games here, nor do you actually mange to wind anybody up but yourself.
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Perhaps you should fix the spelling or change the description in your profile for the hundredth time... :-)

Actually my job is ok most of the time, and I write my journals (shit or not it doesnt matter) because usually I'm bored.

solid jamerio thread

this thread feels just like a mushroom trip

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hallucinogen_per...n_disorder

Know someone with this, his brother has it too. Not saying it's common or anything 'cause I have no idea, just putting it out there.

YOUVE BEEN MEDIA BREAINWASHED LIAM

I had this for about 4-5 months after, during the trip I could see people behind my eyelids. And then for a few months onwards, when I was going to sleep and I closed my eyes, I sometimes saw the same people, staring at me. Still happens once in a while, but not often, or strong. But it's pretty damn freaky.

were your jew ancestors shaking their heads?

Please, I'm 50% anglosaxon, 50% swedish :D

Would be cool being a Son of David though, withdrawing jewgold from the world bank and all.

They weren't really shaking heads, but yeah, they are staring and seem very disappointed and betrayed. I guess it might be something related to the drug stigma. Or just how I live my life in general. GUILT GUILT GUILT.

That might be something else as I believe the symptoms of this are very specific and I don't think they ever go away.

Yeah guess it's just "flashbacks". Nothing bad though, I'm happy it's not anything worse.

You think they might have been genetically predisposed, them being brothers and all?

Makes sense but who knows, maybe they were just both really unlucky or both had the same combination of drugs that sets it off.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wDVA9Zo9nPw

;D

Sphongle is nice, but usually too busy for me to listen to when I was on anything strong. I preferred happy guitar music, tribal african drums or spacey ambient. I'm a bit sensitive :D

lidhacker

I have had great experiences with hallucinogens, not that I'd ever recommend them to anyone, that would be downright irresponsible.

If you feel hesitant about taking them, then don't do them, simple.

this thread could have been interesting but you all ruined it for us by replying to jamerio, good job.

ignore is a wonderful thing

i'm sorry!