I haven't journaled in quite a long time so I thought I would finally contribute to ESR.

I know all of you are so thrilled.

So, Six16 has 3 Samsung 2233rz's which makes me LOL... I really wasn't expecting the guy to buy three of those even though they are cheap. That's pretty damn cool though, I wish I could afford to do that.

I've never bought into the CRT and 120 hz hype. Though I probably should. I'll stick to my eyebleed 60 hz viewsonic lcd haha... I'm too poor for any luxury really.

I've honestly been doing a lot of soul searching and growing up and I feel like I'm at a weird age. Quake is really boring for me now, and so is ESR. Who knows what I'll be doing the next couple of years, right now I'm addicted to twitter and tumblr. Make fun of me all you want, I don't care.

I've also been really considering the future. And it really pains me to think that I've lived more than enough of my life to see that I've wasted a substantial amount of it playing video games. I don't regret it... but I kind of find it hard to swallow.

Einstein, Da Vinci, geniuses had they been born in this age, and were my age, would they have wasted time on such meaningless things? Would they waste the hours watching TV?

I feel like I should be reading more. Writing more.
Learning a new language.
Visiting Europe

Volunteering.

I really wish I could be the guy I want to be but its so hard at this time and age. So many people don't have goals. Worries. Foresight.

I hope I know what I'm doing. And I hope I'll figure it out.

Some of you older folks, please chime in, and give some advice, it'd be wonderful.