I just thought we could talk about my nubfriendly gameplay idea: ChessQuake.
It features the first four weapons and plays like FFA, but you got the weapons from the beginning. Then you can pick up quad, red armor and 50 health bubbles. It's being played on tiny maps like dm1 or dm17. New players to Quake can have a nice introduction to the positioning and item pickup theories, without getting fragged too much. Also they can find out about the fun of projectile weapons by using the not so devastating grenade launcher. What do you think?

Always feeling a lovely tickle in the stomach, watching those faces feels so familiar.

You can tell so much from examining their eyes. How they grew up, what kind of persons their parents are. You wanna hold them tight and never let go. Sweet sweet surrender.

Since Cypher entered the stage, my sleep got worse. I am always thinking about him.
What is he doing right now? Chasing one of his prac mates through the holy halls of ztn, collecting the precious megahealth, numbers in his head, no rest, every shot has to be a hit, no mistakes, no prisoners.
Oh my, how I long for him. His sweet boyish body, pure skin and unharmed mind. Yes, I like to watch him and yes, I want to touch him.

Once I rooted for Av3k, but he got those muscles and started talking more confidently, now I think more of a brother about him.

I don't know why my thoughts always wander to the young and innocent. If i would be realistic, true to myself, I would be cheering for Fox, and him only. He is the true man in this circus, one constant force to be reckoned with. No doubt about his integrity, and none about his immense beauty. Of his soul, and of the temple it lives in.

Fox for the sake of god, win this tournament, and if you don't do it for me, do it for the rest of all the lonely people in this world!

"Hello Dear,
My name is Rose Bezebi Petros,i read about you in www.esreality.com site and i decide to contact you hopeing that you will accept my request,if you accept my request ,please reply to my email address ([email protected]) so that i will send you my photos and more about me,i believe we can make good friends,let distance not be a barrier but lets love connect,because love is a bridge connect far distance to be close
Yours Lovely
Rose."

Rose? Rose where are you, I couldn't respond your mail! Please Answer!!

Another release this year!

Check the music section on stier.cc if you like crispy electronical beats with hamti tamti basslines and weird high-frequenzy leads.

Just released my new Album. Check the music section.

deaf?
dead?
death!

Become my friend now and get 50% off of everything!

I fell pretty had a good start into the 2007 year and now I will go out and meet nice people like Jenifer Aniston and Jessika Biel and Jodie Fosta and JLO yeah i have a faible for J's but I also like Winona Ryder.

Where's the coast? Where is it? I don't know where the coast is, maybe you know? Where is the coast?

1. Best FPS 2006?
2. Best Movie 2006?
3. Best homophobe 2006?

Now THIS is really gross. If you know me you probably think that I am a weird motherfucker. Yes I am. But when I try to imagine the face of the guy who built the cloaca there's a sudden *SCHTRINK* neutralizing my brain to protect my from getting completely insane.

I will stop smoking!
I will stop smoking!
I will stop smoking!
I will stop smoking!

I will eat healthy!
I will eat healthy!
I will eat healthy!
I will eat healthy!

I will move my body!
I will move my body!
I will move my body!
I will move my body!

Take anything you want!
Take anything you want!
Take anything you want!
Take anything you want!

We will go into a promising 2007 with Toxic's total prize purse being as high as Bode Miller's and camwhore Romero announcing Severity in that stupid video he made. Even product designers go crazy and create pads for pussies (although I have to admit that I love that color)!
The next step is going for mass media, say TV. We have to aim at the main national channels and make them aware of the potential competetive gaming has. People (=kids) will fall for it, that's for sure!

Look at this!
I just utilized this superb knot and have to admit that its one of the best things i have seen the last few months. Maybe if i train hard i will get it done really quick and if i am lucky i will impress some girls. I could ask if she wants to kiss me! Do you want to kiss me?

Next year is going to be great. I overcame most of the things that made me sad and now I slowly get ready for love.

Her face will make my heart explode into thousand little armor shards. She will pick them up one by one, moaning loudly every time the shard adds itself to her total armor.
Now she has 147 armor and I slowly begin to thrust my rocket launcher into her. Her moaning gets louder and finally bursts into loud screams of infinite lust.

Now we lie in bed together, smoking cigarettes.
"Your penis is so small now. Why is that?"
I blush.

Many different people have many different problems these days. From the troubles of being small to the difficulties of finding sexual pleasure, every single human entity has its burden to carry. But regardless of how much you get tortured by life, there's always a solution!

"Among the Ashheaps"

Andrey Arnold and his temerarious following shot this gorgeous video in one day. Tell me what you think!

Fast Food Freestyle

Today our czech trading partner visited us again. He normally brings a big box of foam rolls (meringue in filo dough) for us to eat. At first we always laugh about him and his foam rolls because they are so ubersweet and unhealthy, but in the end we always find ourselves gorging them down. Especially my boss is an expert at 'getting the most foam rolls out of the box' because there's no one to complaint.
So after eating my daily cereals and an apple Mr. Podolvski comes in and presents today's goodie: Honeytorte with a 2 cm high layer of cinnamon and sugar on it. The secretary dishes out and i munch away happily. Additionally our sales manager brought this choloate-waffle-cake along so I also take one of them. A few sips of organic milk in between and eating again. *munch* *munch* *munch*...

I feel so sick now!

List of cakes (scroll down for the erotic cake!)

I recently saw I Don't Know Jack, a documentary about the actor Jack Nance. It consists of interviews with friends and family. They talk about his acting "career" and his personal issues. One of those issues is alcoholism.

Alcohol depicts some kind of threat to me. I went to big parties when I was 15 years old and it always ended in one big drinking bout. The boys went crazy, the girls did too and I got the craziest of them all. But on the next morning you went home and it was over. Your body was full of poison and you felt miserable.

The alcohol passed my youth and did not harm my progression. What did was the weed. For about 3 years I constantly smoked the bong. It was hell. Well no, it was heaven, but it became hell once I was sober enough to realize my miserable existence. I will need another 2 years to get out of that.

I immediately felt familiar with his face as I looked at some pictures of Jack Nance in his good times. He not only had the fire of an artist in his eyes, there also was that weakness. His wonderful glare makes me feel like a baby again.

I will start my new series of SLOTD's (stier links of the day) with The Power 5 (not work safe).
I really can't say something about this, but expect extensive commentary on tomorrow's SLOTD.

Boil rice.
Cut bulb and fowl, roast it.
Add thai vegetables and things you like (carrots, paprika and stuff).
More roasting (30 seks.).
Fill in coconut milk.
Add a sponge of curry paste (hot!), stir it and let the whole thing boil for 5-10 minutes.
You can add curry powder if you like.

..like Dird are a phenomenon. They are well educated, good looking and warm hearted. When they open their mouth you can see their theeth brightening the world. And when you hear their word everything around you get's swallowed by some kind of pink goo.
At first he is funny to watch, but when you stare at him sitting on the ground and making those awkward moves for a few minutes your mind falls into a trance-like state of anaesthekinesia.
If it recognizes you being paralysed, it will begin moving closer. You will feel it's hunger for human flesh on your skin like the gentle breath of the wind passing by. It will be the last time you feel something like that. From this point on there's only the suffering of pain.
The legs move faster and faster. What's that? You can see it's shadow in the corner of your eye, the one eye that will be ripped out by Dird's dirty claws as he moans with great pleasure. In a few seconds.
Hm? You think you can get away somehow?
Try!

Today I feel empty like never before. The horoscope says it will get better. It says that I will soon find a partner. I want to hold out. I want to stay. I want to get rid of all the bad thoughts. Maybe everything is going to chance when I find someone to share my day with. Maybe I should not get in contact with other persons. Maybe someone should kill me. There's so much to achieve. I want to create. I want to love. I want to be loved. God is everywhere. Not in me. Come on god, why don't you like me ? Fill me up with your glory semen.

...very nice evening yesterday. We played billard, threw darts and drank lots of beer. I felt comfortable all the time. There were some nice people I met. Beautiful human beings.

forgive me

Yesterday there was a class reunion of my mates in elementary school. I was happy to see most of them alive and enjoying themselves. After drinking two beers and a Jägermeister at a local pup we got to the Bienenstich in Tragwein. That's a big club that enables kids from the region to drink their brains out and approach the (mostly) opposite sex. I had 4 B52's and a Cola Rum and two more Beers and something that's called a "Golden Nigger".
After some autonomous dancing we headed home with a taxi. We invited people to hop in. I can't remember correctly, but i think i said something like "You stink!" and "As you got in here it began to fucking smell like anus." to the people in the front row.
Two of them immediately responded to my provocation by pimping around. I sting into a wasp's nest. We got out of the car and they didn't want to let me go. They wanted a fight as bad as I needed to get hurt. But i didn't want to fight with them, because these two were people who have no control over themselves when drunken. I knew that when one of them goes too far i would fuck them up badly. My best friend Michael 'sur' Anreiter sucessfully calmed me down and pushed me to go home. They followed us and tried to get some more action by throwing insults. After inconclusively kicking my friend from behind they let us go. He was the clear winner that night.
We talked about the incident on our way home. As we declared them being stupid I began to think about weapons. If those guys had a knife with them that encounter would have turned out to be a big mess. And i saw them waving around with handguns and shooting people.
I wanted to fight, yes. But i definitely could not kill someone. Those guys could. Because they are stupid.

Do you have any experience on that topic you want to share with me? Thoughts about aggression?

I just watched Bloodshed II and realized that raven and id software did an outstanding job on creating Quake 4.

At first glance they made the game much slower than Q3 was. That's good. Playing Q3 didn't require you to think about forthcoming situations in your game, the fight was intense and demanded aiming, timing and movement action at once, all the time. The only thing you thought of was the item you should pic up AFTER the fight.

In Q4 the concourse of the athletes got more important. Because of the slow weaponswitch you had to have the right weapon in your hand, know the exact path of your enemy (granted, that's hard with broken soundsystem) and when you are going to approach the opponent. You had to think of many things BEFORE fighting, because they slowed down the fundamental mechanics, powered up some weapons and thus raised the skill bar.

THAT'S RIGHT, don't demand it, you didn't like the game because it got HARDER for die-hard quakers and introduced some elements of (validly popular) games like Counter-Strike.

I don't want to start another Q3>Q4 discussion, but i want to know what you think of the community (esr) speeding up Q4 physics. Do the ones who ranted about Q4 being 'slow' actually play 1.3, at a constant basis?

No, they can't make it faster, that would ruin the little bit of gameplay that's left.

Couldn't find anything on google or wikipedia so i ask you guys:

WTF IS THE PEDO BEAR ?

This animated .gif gave no hint to me.

A guy called tom`` recently banned me from #esreality for posting this, so I thought I might share the pain.
Look at them, at every single one, it will bring you deeper into this shit than any educational movie about jews being killed can get you. And by the way, it's art!

http://www.calvin.edu/academic/cas/gpa/posters2.htm

o/

Oh god this feels so good. Being sober and shit like that.

I am clean right now, for about a week. No smoking, no drinking. Yesterday i chilled out with my old 'friends' again, those wasted bastards. Watching them getting stoned and drunk while being clean is awful.

One of them is currently on the edge again. He has a 2 year old daughter that he had to leave because her mother couldn't handle him. I mean, both on drugs all the time getting themselves twisted down into a spiral of affliction, that's not what i want a child to be raised like.

If you are addicted to any kind of drugs and about 20 years old, stay away from breeding because it will destroy your life !

Stay tuned.

To see men and women, boys and girls, Negros and Aryans, Railers and Shafters playing the same game, on the same server and on the same conditions. I dream about a new generation of human beings, fighting their wars online without getting physically hurt, just a few "gg"'s and some spare "railnub"'s, no severed limbs of dead children, no broken old men, no fat people (especially that one) and sex and love everywhere hmmm...

i feel like i've moved backward, and it feels right.

"let me see the things that have to be seen, let me close my eyes when these things get lost. don't disappoint me, honey !" he screamed in agony before he turned around and ran away like a little sissy.

bye bye, my love

the time we spent together
was sometimes intense
and also hard,
but never boring
like a big wet fart.

i can smell and feel you,
rising up to my head,
not infiltrating my brain
but my soul instead.

my mind is clear,
my breath is clean
i won't fear
what your death will mean
to me.

*sniff sniff*

HELO I AM HERE
YOU ARE NOT
I LIKE DEER
YOU ARE HOT

shaggy is cool, he has bitches, cars and legs. but 50cent is on the run now, everybody likes him because he is much more pedo than shaggy ever was.

STRANGE NOISE. STRANGE NOISE. ALL THE TIME, THIS STRANGE NOISE.

Heard some rumors that the american army got saddam, but i am not sure yet if this is true, my dog Igor told me (no he cant speak, but i am teaching him to write for about 3 years now).

Igor writes that he was hiding in a bottle of water, only wearing a kilt, and Army American recognized reflections of the Bottle by using his ultra-intense Lavalamp. He got it from his Mother Fucker at Birdthay.